Hello Bridezilla

Well today was the day....not in a good way. Today I had my first emotional break down of this whole wedding planning experience.
And in all honesty I feel like I deserve one. I am getting married in exactly seven days, one hour and twenty minutes! Oh yeah and one of Corey's groomsmen told us TODAY that he will not be in our wedding. HELLO bombshell....How do you quit someones wedding party SEVEN days before they get married. This is probably something I will never understand. And the sad part is, this is something he can never get back. AND this is something Corey will never forget/ forgive him for. Some people.....I just don't understand. 
So on top of the wedding stresses, and the holiday stresses, and the stresses of someone backing out of the wedding, the hardest part of this whole entire thing is that Corey is four hours south.
I know, I know...I have talked about it a lot lately and I have only been away from him for six full days....but it is so hard!!! (I have not idea how military spouses do this or heck even long distance!! Bless You All!!) And when I am stressed I tend to overreact just a little. Like tonight Corey and I were on the phone and one of his friends beeped in, he told me that he would call me right back, well he didn't call me right back......And I had a minibreak down. You know the kind that involve tears, and Corey ususally does really well with the tears things. But since I was here and he was there....he didnt handle tears to well, it just stressed him out more. And that stressed me at more and then well there were more tears. Looking back I feel sorry for the poor boy!
But in the end Corey found some crazy way to make it all better and then he made me laugh. He has a way of bringing me back down to earth. AND he is coming to see my Christmas day (best present ever). I will probably cry again when I see him. This visit was not planned, but being the AMAZING man he is, he realized how much I needed him. Thank God I am marrying such a wonderful person....I do not think anyone else could handle me!

But enough with the sob story. Tomorrow and Sunday are my two most FAVORITEST days of the entire year. Our family's Christmas Eve and Christmas Day are packing with so much family, love, and friends!! I can not wait for the festivities to start at 10a.m. tomorrow morning!! I will probably won't be back until the 26th and then we will be in full wedding mode!

Happy Holiday, I hope y'all have the most wonderful Christmas!